Tuesday, January 04, 2011

My Life...

. . .according to Facebook?

I rarely play around with apps on Facebook, but I came across this particular app and I was curious to see what I chose to share with the Facebook world in 2010:


This app displays less than 20 of your statuses, but it's interesting to look back on, nonetheless :)  Overall, 2010 was a good year (The San Francisco Giants won the World Series!!) and I have lots to be thankful for... 

Saturday, January 01, 2011

One.One.Eleven.

. . . 'tis the year for resolutions to be resolved!

Obviously my big goals of 2010 were a bit unrealistic.  I may have been too ambitious?  Maybe I should have taken the time to put together a plan of attack?  I mean, seriously, how did I end up blogging LESS than 2009??  That's just sad.  My most recent failure?  OPERATION:  Insomnia Kicked My Ass.  Yeah, that might have been a little too ambitious.... (but that won't stop me from trying again!)

Excuses aside, I think that after a year at my new job I am finally beginning to settle into a consistent schedule and I'm starting to get into a groove.  I can feel it.  2011 is my year to get things done!

I don't want to set myself up for failure.  My greatest weakness is taking on more than I can handle.  I usually start with this huge list of things I wanna accomplish by the end of the year, and then after looking back at the list, I enter "paralysis by analysis" mode and NOTHING gets accomplished.  Not much of a confidence booster.

In an effort to rebuild my confidence (I can set goals and achieve them) and still keep my over-ambitious self happy... I have decided to set a few comfortable goals, and one bonus goal that is a bit of a stretch to accomplish.

1) Thanks a Latte a little less...
I'm putting myself on a Starbucks budget of $50 a month.  I know what you may be thinking... $50 a month on Starbucks sounds like a lot.  If you only knew how much money I averaged per month in 2010, you would understand that $50 is gonna be a stretch!  But never fear, I have devised a plan!

I scheduled to auto-reload $50 onto my Starbucks card every month on the 1st.  $4 for a tall soy sugar-free hazelnut latte breaks down to about 3 times a week.  Since mom-in-law bought me a Keurig coffee maker, I plan to brew my morning coffee at home before I leave for work and on rough days I keep those mini cans of Starbucks Doubleshots handy!

When I say $50 a month, I am only factoring in my own money.  Gift cards will be a bonus, and will not count against my $50.  So if I receive a gift card, I can indulge in a grande latte and coffee cake!  Any balance left over at the end of the month will roll over to the next month, so I can save a few bucks one month and I can splurge a little next month :)

2) Stretching my comfort zone...
I have been telling myself for years that I want to practice Bikram Yoga on a regular basis.  YEARS!  2011 is the year to make that happen!  I can go to the 5:30am class on one of my days off, and the 3:30pm class 2x a week after work.  When you break things down that way, it seems simple enough right?  The hardest part is convincing myself not to auto-pilot home after work...

3) The Great Purge of 2011
I have lived in my home for a little over 8 years.  In that time, [PW] and I have both left our old sales manager positions and have emptied out our offices into our home.  I have had 5 different roommates who have all left at least a few things behind.  Over the years my garage has served as a storage unit for several different friends, and only God knows how much crap I have accumulated.  I do not wanna end up as one of those sad people on Hoarders.  Sad thing is, I think I'm getting pretty close.

Considering how much crap we have, I am giving myself one year to complete this task.  I do mini -purges and I think I'm making progress, but no matter how much crap I throw away or donate, there's no change.  This year, there WILL be a change!

Bonus) 10K for a rainy day...
I am big advocate of saving money.  I love to save for a rainy day!  Unfortunately, at the end of the year I always look back and wish I had saved more.  This year I wanna set aside 10K.  That breaks down to about $835/month.  I know that's gonna be a stretch, which is why I have decided to make this my Bonus resolution.  The little things add up, so things like cutting back on Starbucks and not eating out as much will hopefully help the cause.

It's the first day of the year and I'm proud to report that I haven't had Starbucks, I haven't spent a cent, and I just threw out a couple of old pillows! :)

Baby steps, baby steps...

Saturday, December 11, 2010

The Battle Continues...

. . . and Insomnia is kickin' my ass.

As you may have guessed, OPERATION: Insomnia Sucks! isn't going too well.  I've been feeling under the weather, so I have been catching up on sleep this past week.  I want to say that it has helped tremendously, but then I would be lying.  My cat naps have been during the day, so my nights have been... sleepless.

So here I am, Night #19, it's 2:51am and I'm back at Square One.

Alright.  Maybe curing my insomnia in 30 days was a little ambitious.  You think I can do it in 60? :)

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Holy crap...

. . . is it really December already?!

Every year, I look back on the holidays and think to myself:  Next year I'm gonna be better prepared 'cuz I don't wanna be one of those stressful "crazies" running around all month.

Although the holidays have completely snuck up on me this year, I am happy to say that I am almost done with my Christmas shopping :) That's pretty impressive --> especially for me, Queen Procrastination... AND considering the fact that I have 20 children to shop for on my list!  INSANE!!

Now my REAL obstacle?  Actually sending out my gifts.  Last year I didn't even send them out.  My family JUST got their Christmas gifts this past October.  I'm terrible.  But this year I am determined to send everything out in time for the Fam Bam Christmas party :)  Judging by my progress so far, it's looking hopeful!

So let me update y'all on OPERATION: I Wanna Wake Up at 4am Every Morning and Not Feel Like Crap...

I tried my best to keep track of all my stats, even though I have been the usual sucky blogger :)  My sleep times have been ranging from as early as 10:30am (usually induced by food coma, example: Thanksgiving) and as late as 2am (thanks to Black Friday online shopping and Cyber Monday deals).

Nights #3, #4 & #5 were looking hopeful... I was waking up around 4:15am every morning. :)
Night #6 I actually fell asleep fairly early (before 11pm)!  But I ended up waking up throughout the night, every 2 hours until I finally got up at 4:30am.  Needless to say, I was EXHAUSTED that day at work.
Nights #7 & #8 were close calls!  I completely slept through my alarms!  Actually, let me rephrase that... I don't remember shutting off my alarms and going back to sleep.  Luckily [PW] was nice enough to smack me awake!  If not, I would have been completely screwed.  I think that 10 straight days of work wasn't helping the cause.  My body KNEW that I owed it a day off!  Hahaha...
Night #9 (last night) I don't remember what time I passed out.  It didn't matter 'cuz today was finally my day off :)  No alarms, my body woke me up at 6:13am.  After my initial freak out (What time is it?! What day is it?!  Do I work today?!  Am I sure that I'm off?!), I went back to sleep and finally got up at 10:06am.  :)

I went back to yoga today :)  My body is seriously feeling *blah* and I know that I need to dispense energy in order to gain energy.  The first day is always hard, but I'm feeling much better already...

Seriously.  Could I add any more things to my already full plate??

Oh wait.  We start planning for winter guard tomorrow night.

*sigh*

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Operation: Sleep is My BFF - Night 2

Staying creative with my experiment titles will keep me motivated!  (...at least this is what I tell myself)

I know that it is only the second night, but I think I can do this...

Night Two Stats (November 22, 2010):

Time attempted to sleep:   12:15am
Last glance at clock:   12:38am
# of times waking up before alarm:   0
# of times hitting snooze:   1 (that I can remember, [PW] would beg to differ)
Get up time:   4:31am  (Getting better!)
Work start time:   5:30am
Work Energy Level (Scale 1-5):   Early shift, 2.5.   Tail end, 3.
Post-work Energy Level (Scale 1-5):   3.   Started off okay, but I hit traffic again.  :(  I didn't realize how tired I was until I took a 2 hour nap around 4pm.  That isn't gonna be helpful when I'm trying to force myself to sleep tonight.  Damn.
Caffeine Log:   1, Starbucks Doubleshot Espresso at 7am & 1, 12oz Coca-Cola at 2:30pm.

I left home at 5:00am, so I didn't make it outta the house in time to pick up Starbucks, but at least I had my trusty Starbucks Doubleshot handy!  Those things are clutch! :)

Forcing myself to sleep early may be a mistake.  I find myself stressing out about falling asleep vs. putting myself in a relaxing state to make falling asleep easier.  Maybe I'll try gradually get ready for bed earlier each day?   I'm trying to jump in with both feet here, but what I may need to do is just ease my way in and acclimate!

"Stay committed to your decisions, but stay flexible in your approach."  --Tom Robbins

Monday, November 22, 2010

As If My "30 in my 30's" List Wasn't Ambitious Enough...

. . . I also plan to cure my insomnia in 30 days! :)

(-_-) 

I know. My track record is exceptionally terrible, BUT let me give you ONE reason to have a little faith in me... *drum roll please*

As of July 2010, #5 on my List has officially been crossed off!  Yep, after 5 years of service, I have FINALLY left Shokutopia!!  *applause*  Now I don't really wanna get into that right now.  I have another post drafted that discloses my feelings about that accomplishment, which I will post one day in the (near-ish) future. :) 


Right now I wanna talk about Operation: Cure Eds' Insomnia!

Who:  Me, of course!

What:  A quest to re-program my sleep habits and cure my insomniac ways!

When:  30 consecutive nights, starting the night of November 21, 2010.

Where:  Wherever I lay my head to rest :)

How:  I haven't quite figured that part out yet... maybe force myself to sleep early?  Count sheep? Eliminate naps so that I don't stay awake too late?  Yoga?  Cut-off caffeine at a certain time?  This is all about trial and error...

Why:  I have this job that I really love and I used to start work at 6:30am (which was painful, but I learned to deal with it)... BUT starting this week, I now start work at 5:30am!!  (Ouch!  I know, right??)  So, instead of focusing on the negative, I see this as an opportunity to get myself together and conquer this sleep disorder that I have learned to love, but that no longer vibes with my current lifestyle.


Night One Stats (November 21, 2010):

Time attempted to sleep:   10:30pm
Last glance at clock:   12:37am
# of times waking up before alarm:   0
# of times hitting snooze:   I can't remember :(
Get up time:   5:01am (EEK!)
Work Start time:   5:30am
Work Energy Level (Scale 1-5):   3.  Productive :)
Post-work Energy Level (Scale 1-5):   2.  Headache.  Probably from driving in traffic.  (Stupid Coors Light truck broke down on H-1 West-bound, causing unnecessary traffic)  Ugh.
Caffeine Log:   1, Starbucks Doubleshot at 8am & 1, 12oz Coca-Cola at dinner (8:30pm) <--Not good.

Was I late?  Yes.  By 3 minutes.  (It's a good thing I was smart enough to take my shower before I went to sleep!)  I left my house for work at 5:12am, and I clocked in at 5:33am.  That's pretty fricken good time.  But I don't wanna keep the habit of rushing to work every morning.  Definitely a habit that I need to break...

What am I gonna do different tonight?  
I'm gonna try to fall asleep earlier.  I am definitely gonna set an extra alarm!

Speaking of, it's getting kinda late and I haven't taken my shower yet.  Discipline!!

Wish me luck...

"The best bridge between despair and hope is a good night's sleep."  --E. Joseph Cossman

Sunday, May 16, 2010

30 'til 30...

30 days from today, I officially make my (not-so-grand) entrance into my 30's.

Where the LL Cool J did my twenties go?? 

In hindsight, I must say that I definitely took my twenties for granted.  The "twenty-something" life has been great, but I thought my twenties would have more to show for itself.  Maybe a small part of me thought my twenties would never end?  Yes, I know the difference between twenty-nine and thirty is minimal... but the bottom line is, being twenty-nine means you're still in your twenties, and being thirty catapults you into an entirely different category!  The days of checking the "25-29" age group box are gone.  I am now bundled into the "30-35" category... *sigh*

Looking on the brighter side of this... event, I have decided to make a bucket list of 30 things (in no particular order) that I look forward to checking off in my *ahem* thirties:

1) Get outta debt
2) Start a family (eeek!)
3) Learn a new language
4) Learn how to swim (Don't judge me! I'm from California...)
5) Leave Shokutopia... for reals.  completed July 2010
6) Work in a spa as an LMT (Licensed Massage Therapist)
7) Take the NCBTMB exam and get nationally certified in massage and bodywork
8) Go back to school and become an Acupuncturist
9) Learn how to play my guitar (Yes, I own one. No, I don't know how to play it)
10) Hike Diamond Head and Koko Head (Again, don't judge me!)
11) Buy myself a grown up desktop computer! An iMac, of course :)
12) Complete a Bikram 30 Day Challenge --the legit way
13) Document memories by scrapbooking
14) Be a frequent blogger vs. the erratic blogger that you all know and love
15) Learn how to use all the functions in Excel.
16) Transform our spare bedroom into my massage space. (YAY!)
17) Pick up archery as a hobby
18) Learn how to cook at least one dish... Really well.
19) Paint a picture and be proud enough to hang it on the wall
20) Get back into black and white photography
21) Sing karaoke in public-- sober. (Another story, another time)
22) Get rid of my old Miata and reclaim my garage!  completed July 7, 2011
23) Own a bottle of wine worth over $250
24) Finally liquidate our Cutco inventory on eBay
25) Learn how to sew more than just sewing on buttons
26) Finish "inking" my back.. Hopefully before having kids  completed December 9, 2010
27) Become better at mailing out gifts and cards
28) Add at least 2 more stamps to my passport
29) Drive a motorcycle
30) Plant and maintain a garden (even if it's just a rock garden!)

There you have it. 
My bucket list of thirty things I look forward to tackling in my... *ahem* thirties.
I won't go into detail about them now, but I'll be sure let ya'll know when I cross one of the list :)

*whew* 

This list should keep me busy in my... *gag* thirties...
It's a GOOD thing I'm giving myself 10 years to complete it...

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